Monday, October 31, 2005

I hear only silence in the village of reason.

honestly everybody - what's with all the childish behavior?

perhaps its too much to ask people to grow up, or to have some journalistic integrity and conduct some basic fact checking before posting stories based on appearances.

the most disappointing thing about this? the people i'm talking about, happen to be my friends.

Friday, October 28, 2005

dear jess and grace,

if a person is terminally ill, would it be stupid if he/she assumed you'll be dying of the same illness as well?

regards,
nick

PS: if this doesnt make sense, look at the comments for this post

PPS: i just realised the tone of my post sounds very serious. dont take this too seriously ya jess and grace? if u cant take a joke... well. hahaha :D

Thursday, October 27, 2005

i had a dream last night, which i had never thought to have. it should be bikini clad girls, or naked supermodels.

well the subject of my dreams were nude alright. nude with their fur coats on. yes, that's right. i dreamt about my hamsters. but what a disturbing dream it was.

i dreamt that my dad, for some unfathomable reason, decided to cage two male hamsters together. of course they fought, and when i got home to check on them, i saw one of them having a gaping shoulder wound straight out from Saving Private Ryan.

i got so pissed off with my dad, i scolded him and then i teared for my injured hamster.

i kid you not.

i guess for all the annoying things that i do to my hamsters, like finger their noses, or trap them under overturned cereal boxes, i still do love those furry bastards.

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

i cant believe the stupidity of some people.

its 130pm, on a weekday right? i get this phonecall from a lady.

lady: "hello, is this raymond?"
(raymond is my dad's name)
me: "no, he's not at home"
(coz he's at work, right? it's a weekDAY.)
lady: "oh. when will he be back?"
me: "um. well let's see, how about AFTER OFFICE HOURS? like 7pm maybe."
lady: "oh. okay i'll call back later."

STUPID

Monday, October 24, 2005

just raided the medicince cabinet... and what do i find?

4 x 5mg tablets of diazepam. aka. Valium

now there are 3 tablets :)

its 12.40am: no effect. will kick in about an hour's time...

1.00 am: im feeling slightly lethargic. i can feel the edge of my mind blunting and bodily extremities becoming 'heavier'. the "swimming" feeling

1.30 am: no fucking change since 1.00 am. is that all?! fuck this. im going to lie down now.

go away

sweet sweet SSRIs, where are you when i need you?

Friday, October 21, 2005


im posting this post coz grace is constantly annoying me by asking me to try posting something on blogger.

so here, grace. only coz i cant tolerate it anymore!


Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Welcome to onespareforward.blogspot.com, readership: 1.

i know this is supposed to be like the all important centennial post. I WAS supposed to write something good here, or at least something celebratory. but instead, i won't. and dont ask why coz if i haven't yet told you about it, it makes sense that i wouldnt tell you now.

so instead this will be like any other OSF post. full of bullshit.

to begin with, lemme dedicate this post to Lynette Loo. she has steadfastedly returned to this blog time after time and commenting on my posts. posts which by right, have no reason to be commented. i am touched by this stoic sense of commitment. it also embarrasses me that she writes better blog posts than i do. so lynette, salud!

another thing, i will most likely (barring death and disability, suddent financial implosion, nuclear war.) be flying to australia to further my studies. Universities of choice include Monash, and Uni of Melbourne. Earliest ETA, july.

i might be late on certain trends on the web, but i've just recently found out about www.tuckermax.com (thank you jess!). it is brilliant and i wasted an entire day reading his funny and outrageous exploits involving women.

erm, nothing else i suppose. exams in a week. im not giving a fuck about communication studies coz it's bullshit and i'll just write what i think on the exam instead of what's written in the textbook. (exams are open-ended questions involving TV/Media and Cultural analyses). there's also a psychology paper but im such a genius, one or two full days of studying the material and im sure i'll suck it all in.

that's all folks. no important 100th post message today. wait for the 200th. move along now.


P.S. i remembered i had something funny to show. I was having a chat with my primary 5 ex-student the other day and this is what she said. It must be a typo. MUST BE.

Monday, October 17, 2005

Why I Love My Mac #81,291

i was toying with my motorola bluetooth headset, a gadget which i've not been using for a long time coz i really rather live life dangerously and drive with one hand whilst the other is pressing my mobile to my face. (sometimes no hands on the steering wheel when i have to down/up-shift. yes i drive a stick shift.)

i paired the bluetooth headset (HS810, if you must know.) with my mac right, and lo-and-behold, i realised i could playback audio on my headset! which means wireless headphones for me! ok fine, so its only on one ear, but good enough for quiet times at night.

PLUS, if i use skype, i can use the microphone on the bluetooth headset as well!

Sunday, October 09, 2005

this feels so damn right, it would be wrong if it doesnt go on.

Saturday, October 08, 2005

this would be the 97th post. some people think that posting lyrics is just plain cheating. *glares at lyn*

come the centennial post, i'll post something special.

till then...

The Calling Anything

I will be there
Always waiting
Waiting for you
To let me inside
Where your fire burns
In a city of angels
Just like a river rushing straight into the sea
I'm the one thing meant for you and you for me

Whatever you want
Whatever you need
Whatever it takes, I'll do anything

And as you sleep
Eyes to the window
I'm watching you dream
Well are you dreaming of me?
So why can't you see
You're all that matters
You know if this earth should crack
I'll be your solid ground
I will be there to catch you when you fall down

Whatever you want
Whatever you need
Whatever it takes, I'll do anything
If I have to crawl
Get down on my knees
Whatever it takes, I'll do anything

I'd take the stars right out of the sky for you
I'd end the world give you the sun, the moon
For all of time, forever loving you

Whatever you need
Whatever it takes, I'll do anything
If I have to crawl
Get down on my knees
Whatever it takes, I'll do anything

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

Lifehouse Better Luck Next Time

Sometimes we fall
Ain't nothing new to me
Don't care move on
I must say you gave up for this time now

Stop tell me where you going
Maybe the one you love isn't there
You're going under
But you're over it all so you don't care about all that I had to see
Watch you wait until you come around
Around

Don't close your eyes
You need to see it all
It's no surprise
That they break you down
Least they won't give you up

Stop tell me where you going
Maybe the one you love isn't there
You're going under
But you're over it all so you don't care about all that I had to see
Watch you wait until you come around

It's all wonderful
Living happily
Till you lose it all
Think you have everything

Stop tell me where you going
Maybe the one you love isn't there
You're going under
But you're over it all so you don't care about all that I had to see
Watch you wait until you come around
Around

Stop tell me where you going
Maybe the one you love isn't there
You're going under
But you're over it all so you don't care about all that I had to see
Watch you wait until you come around
Around