ever thought about not thinking

im so tired... not physically, but mentally and emotionally. its one of those times when i fall into a great depression. how do i describe my feelings now.

i feel unappreciated.. and useless even. like no matter how hard i try, the world keeps outgunning and out-manouvering me. its a i cant win mentality. i just want to give up sometimes. face it, thre's always gonna be someone who's better looking, richer, more talented, smarter, luckier (that's the worst), fortunate, or one step above the ladder, than i am. so sometimes i wonder why do i even bother. i should become a recluse or a hermit.

drained.

posted by stark @ 12:53 AM