ever thought about not thinking

its werid. i've been typing my ex-girlfriend's name into search engines for months trying to look for her, never expecting for any results to turn up positive, cos, after all, i've been doing it on and off for years and nothing comes out of it.

except today, on the very top of my search results, was her resume. and an option to email her.

only snafu is that i dont think she wants to hear from me. so now, its like i have the means, but not the purpose to approach her. sorta like seeing her from a one-way mirror.

damn. sigh.

posted by stark @ 3:29 AM